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This is what happens when you take a degree that you hate

meh

Ok, so I’m nearly finished with my degree. I know I’m going to do very badly, but I don’t dare tell anyone this. I don’t think I should have even done a degree in thee first place but back then it’s just what you did. I certainly don’t have the brain for it. I’m guessing that I’m going to come out with a 2.2.. which is ok, but for all the work that I’ve put in, it hardly seems worth it. Especially with the department I have , who have just screwed me around from day one. This is an article that was published in the University Paper, which gives you an idea of the wonderful department:

disspointing department

Although the above doesn’t specifically mention my department, I recognize all the symptoms oh too well! Initially I really wanted to do the course I’m on (well at least I think I did – its all I ever knew because my parents were so pushy) but now, I’m not even the least bit interested in what I’m doing – which makes it extremely difficult to produce work of a high quality. To make matters worse, I’m meant to be looking for a job now! So what am I supposed to do?? I have absolutely no idea what I want to do in life. It certainly don’t want to do anything related to my degree, which kinda screws me over really, as that will be the highest qualification I have.

So in a nutshell, my education=3 years wasted

2 Responses to “meh”

  1. It’s totally normal to feel like that. I didn’t know what to do when I finished my degree and I am still a little unsure now (4 years later)…so don’t worry about that. It is called post-uni blues but the fact that everyone goes through it will hopefully take the edge off for you.

    Don’t be down on yourself. You do not know what you will get as your end result…

  2. Don’t worry yourself! The vast majority of people don’t know what they want to do when they leave uni! And even more people end up doing something completely unrelated to what they’ve been studying!
    I never knew you weren’t enjoying uni this much… But make the most of being a student for the next few months! You will miss it, I promise you.
    …I told you you should have come to York. =P
    x


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